Everything happens for a reason,

That is what we say

And I want to keep believing,

But why do I feel this way?

My destiny is already set.

God has already made my fate

That is why I live without regret

So why do I feel this way?

We say that if it’s meant to be

.Then in time we will see

But why wait for eventually,

When we know our destiny

You told me that you are afraid

“What if it is just another feeling”?

I would hate for you to feel betrayed

In something that is just another fling

What if I said to you,

That I was a little afraid too

Of loosing something so beautiful

I know that these feelings are true

If this is just another fling

Then why do I feel this way?

I smile everytime we’re speaking

Even when there are no words to say

I feel so alone

And yet I’m surrounded by everyone

I’m a stranger in my own home

I close my eyes, so I see only one

Am I crazy, or just loosing my mind?

Maybe this is normal, or maybe not

I feel lost, am I falling behind?

I’m stuck in the past. The present I forgot

What if I promise you everything?

Would that change anything?

This can not be just a fling

‘Cause my heart is only stuck on one thing

You are so beautiful, inside and out

I may be stuck in the past, so I have not forgot.

Your heart is so pure, believe it or not

You make my heart drop and all my emptiness stop

I don’t know if I should tell you

I’m strong but when it comes to this,

I feel weak and confused

Then my world disappears and only you I miss

All I can say now,

Is that I want you to be happy

Anyway, any how,

This is our destiny..

-testimony/destimony

To All the Girls I’ve loved before, who traveled in an out my door, I’m Glad you came along, I dedicate this poem to all the girls I’ve loved before.

To my best friend, Things have been great between us, We’ve shared a lot., memories, pains, happiness, hence we remain intact. Just remember I will be here forever as your friend.

To my scape, thank you for teaching me how to kiss softly or otherwise I will be a mess.

To my supposed to be, I knew it’s a hard one, anyway i just cant figure out why it ended this way. Hope you’ll have a great life and hope you have already learned enough and grow up.

To my lucky girl, Though things didn’t work out between us. You will always remain my GNOD, Gorgeous Nurse On Duty.

To my Paella Girl, Until now I still haven’t tasted your Paella. i’m pretty sure it taste great. Still hoping to get some of it. You have been always there for me like gold that glistens brighter as time goes by. Stay beautiful and take care of your heart. You know it can only be broken once. But when you allow people to smash it and break over and over again. I am afraid that somehow it might get a bit to frustrating to fix.

To my great girl. You have been the ideal one ever since, but I guess it is just was not the right time and the right place nor the right situation. But you will always remain awesome to me.

To my Somehow girl. hmmp, somehow I wish I never met you. Co’z you break my heart in two. Somehow I wish I am only for you. Oh crap you know that’s not true. Somehow I wish you knew, that I will always be there for you and somehow I hope its true that someday you will not remain with out a clue.

can’t speak my mind
words won’t come out
it’s all gibberish when you are there
losing my strength, can only pick up this pen
i feel so empty
here goes the feeling, i’m not even up
and yet i’m already down
i wish i could tell you what is in my heart
you have been on my mind, but then again
few memories, so ours are the only good ones that i kept
and because of you, there is a raging fire inside of me
i want to scream, but i can barely breath
suffocating just on the thought of you.
to make it short
i got a big crush on you

haha :P

As you can see, there’s feelings between you and me
But when we try to agree, you start to break free
I stare right at you, you know what I want to do
But you move back smooth, sayin’ I need to choose, that I’m confused
Complicated it is. you and I are in this Ignorance is bliss, why do you insist to fight this
Just come here, there’s something you need to hearI try to speak clear,
but I mumble of fear
You are complicated, and it makes me frustated
I just hate it, love is overrated
You need to tell me something, cause when it comes to everything
You make it so complicating, all I need to know is one thing
What’s going on, you keep giving me the same song
You say it’s right than you say it’s wrong, so I wrote this poem
Your complicated, but I can handle it
So don’t resist it, just come here and give me it
Give it all you got, before it falls and drops
This wall you can’t stop, complicated is all but hot
So look me in the eyes, and speak no lies
Tell me what you hold inside, don’t treat me like I’m just another guy

i met you through a friend,
i knew you only through them.
now things are going a bit different,
as we get to see each other, again and again.

i thought I could easily love you.
never the less, I think I do.
however I’m afraid to take a spot
and I don’t know where to start.

i wish I could make you feel.
my love that is so strong and real.
i thought I could make you fall
but I guess I was very wrong.

maybe we need a little more time,
before I can say that you are mine.
maybe I also need me to mind,
that your heart is still aching until this time.

yes, I understand that you will not be ready for mine.
hence, please let me know as I cannot be all benign.
i will try to stick around and let you decide.
if you want to give your heart and go for a dive.

i want to let you know,
that my intensions are true.
even if I don’t understand you.
damn, this poem makes me blue..